one night i had a dream..i was holding his hand..i was touching his face...hugging his body...kissing his cheeks...saying i love you..it felt so real...i couldn't see his face so clearly..it was blurred..he was like washed out by the water...but still his presence i feel...he was with me till the bitter times of my life..through my experiences...through my whole life...i really love him that i didn't want that dream to end..then in that dream..he died..sickness has killed him..so hard for me to take...i know it was all a dream but at that time..i wanted to die with him...he died without even saying goodbye..farewell..goodnight..i love you..sweet dreams..take care..i'll miss you..before i go,remember that i love you...nothing like that...he died without i saying my thanks to him..without me saying my goodbyes..my sorrys..and my i love yous to him..i really missed him..i was so sad that i can't see his face because of all the tears in my eyes..i didn't get the chance to say sorry for all the mistakes..for all the wrong doings..for all the embarassments....it was so hard for me to take it...it was so painful to accept that in a young girls mind,at the age of 13 will still remember this tragic moment of her life....but my mistake..suddenly i was starting to feel the real world..i was finally awake..good thing i remembered that it was all a dream..but still in reality it's true..he is dead and its not a dream anymore...i miss him..i really miss him..i really really mis him...oh...i miss my father so much...the one who gave me life..i miss him so much..wish he could be here...i miss my father....i miss him so much...